Found out Ms Sandy was leaving, so ere's a pic wit her


It's still kinda surreal that my first yr of uni will be soon coming to a conclusion. But I can't wait for this year to be over and done with....omg...am so excited to be doin International Law and an attachment with a firm!!!! With the extra time i'll be having, I'd be able to take korean lessons and gym too!!! woohooo!!!
For now..back to reality..once I'm done with this post I hafta complete my tort notes...=(

2.Studies aside. I still hafta deal with SPA n the final year production. ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!


CONFUSED-I'm not even sure about what I'm confused about. Had a talk with Shaz a few days back and continued with Sam n Em. I dunno if it's the stress talking, but I'm starting to question the choices that I've made. I'm starting to wonder about the purpose in everything I'm doing. I'm beginning to doubt stuff...yipes..I'm so confused I dun even noe wad I'm talking abt. Mb it was the talk at Zul Rafique, the lethal dose of reality the speaker there injected into me. I know I've never been to naive about the legal profession, but after the talk yesterday...I think I too might've haf been brainwashed by the sugar-coated tv series that glorify the profession and mask the truth behind the façade...I know for a fact that I'm not that naive, mb I was just in denial.. Wtv it was, it left me uninspired...uninterested, for the past few weeks maybe it was just how routine everything was becoming, that affected me.

I was called an idealist, reminded that I will not be able to make human rights matter. Sad truth is..noone cares. It doesn't 'pay well enough' to be of significance I s'pose..It's not that I didn't forsee this...I've always known myself to be a realistic idealist. I know the odds are against me, but it's because of this that I haf the drive to defy convention. Then 'reality' comes into the picture; cynical and pessimistic. Leaving me demotivated and confused.

All's not dat bad now, faith has been restored since I've got me eyes on a gr8 law firm and if all goes well..I should b able to get myself an attachment there next year! *fingers crossed*I dunno how long I'll be hanging on to my 'idealistic human rights ambitions', but for now..dats where I'm heading...=D


PISSED- 1. for the past few weeks I've only been pissed about the same thing...those who hear me ramble on n on day in day out should noe what I'm talking about. Wouldn't wanna put too much detail here, in case there r any backstabbers waiting to pounce on me for this...Just here to vent out my frustrations! Everyone has their bad days ( I jus haf more of em) and with my finals just round the corner..I'm SOOO not in the mood to be around pushy, in-your-face and breathing-down-ur-neck people. super ANNOYING. damn PISSING OFF. They can do wtv they want, cos I dun care. Can't be bothered to waste my breath n time on such ignorant & inconsiderate ppl. As long as I have fulfilled my responsibility, I don't give a wooden nickel.There.

Good thing I always find ways to cheer myself up! For today I decided to pamper myself with a nice lunch. Made spaghetti and mushroom soup.mmhmm... Who would've known cooking could be soo therapeautic...^^

2.So much for the tiny things that tick me off. I am also pisssed about the state of the world. Who isn't? The middle east crisis is escalating like nobody's business and fresh pictures of innocent victims fill the pages of our daily newspapers. Horrible that at a time like this everyone else unaffected by this go on with their lives without as much as a thought about this people. I like most people am unable to contribute to this,but I am annoyed that the people who can, aren't doin anything. Giving useless comments and making worthless justifications for their actions. How spiteful.

Just hope that the conflict will be resolved or at the very least not involve this much bloodshed...it is a nightmare to be living in constant fear and for now, this is the reality for the people trapped in the centre of the conflict. Never knowing when a bomb may fall, not knowing whether or not every breath that they take will be their last. Not to sound preachy but I think it is at times like this where we should look at these people and reflect upon our own lives, learn to appreciate what we have. Although not all of us may haf the extra luxuries of life, we don't have to spend each waking moment worrying about whether it would be our last...