Wednesday, June 07, 2006 @ 3:50 pm

lame title..dun shoot me for dat...spending more than 6 hrs in da lib buried in law books really does summin to ur head.
Hate to break a blogging cold spell with a whiny post but..sigh..evidently my life has been turned on hectic gear ( mind u this is not my excuse for not blogging in over a mth..well at least it's not da ONLY excuse ler..my posting thingymabob has loadsa uncompleted posts..can't seem to finish a proper post, blogger's blog I s'pose.)

With trials in less than 4weeks, unfinished notes, 2 assesed written work, 1 non-assesed, bunch-a-tutorials and SPA's final production..me finks me haf every rite to complain eh? =P
I hate how procrastination seems to triumph over me everytime! I've tried..I haf!!! well..kinda..to start as early as possible...but I keep hitting a block everytime!

My punishment? started with a MERE episode of 'My Lovely Kim Sam Soon' a day and now dat time isn't excactly on my side, coupled with da fact dat i hafa only 4 discs left to go, I've been reduced to half an hr a day!!! simply horrid..*sulk* I hafta use all my will power just to keep myself away frm da very irresistable Hyun Bin (n da rather gorgeous Daniel Henney too)!!


SIGH..Knowing how powerless I am to the sight of the my comp, bed and the 'My Lovely Sam Soon' vcd boxset..I had to take extreme measures to overcome these temptations! Thus the library has become my second home.
I'm not really sure if the library is da MOST effective way for me to study, but it sure beats trying to study in da comfort of my room (*sob*) It's not all DAT bad really..there's summin abt walking out of the library in da evening..kinda gives u dat feeling of an accomplishment! =P


I'm lacking sleep and entertainment, n all dat at da beginning of my 5 week intensive routine! I'm sooooo dead...

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Preparations for SPA's final yr production haf already begun..After 11 days of auditions we've finally completed our cast!!!

Soo SOO excited to start practices n stuff...totally reminiscing abt last yr's production..how time flies!! cept this yr i'll b seeing it frm a WHOLE NEW perspective. I'll b watching da play get pieced together bit by bit, from da start to da 3 night shows! interesting....

But I can't help feeling a lil bummed abt it though...not dat me feeling this way is in anyway related to the play per se... goin thru the preparations for the final production has led to a shocking realisation. It just occured to me dat my involvement in last yr may well be d last time I'd ever get to be on stage ever again...why?

1. This yr I am involved with staging the play, this alone has a massive amount of workload.

2. even if dat wasn't the case, my 1st yr finals r at the end of August ( peak of practices)

3. Next yr I'll be goin to England. I SERIOUSLY doubt I'd be able to do anything drama related..

SAD...Drama has always been my passion, one of the best times I had in highschool were during drama classes...
There's nothing like the high you get when ure performing in front of the audience. No better sense of self-fulfilment than when u finally manage to pull off a challenging character. Jus thinking abt being unable to do something I love so much is just soo depressing...


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Well since my exams r freakin near...dun think it's too early to start thinking abt wad to do once I'm done! =)

1. Join a gym.

2. Learn Korean.

3. Organising the Human Rights thingy.


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